I wish my parents had gotten my permission to bring me into this world. Like how come I have to make decision on how to be an adult when two people 23 years ago made that decision for me.
Okay, why didn't anybody told me that life was going to be this hard, that everyday I woke up I would have to decide what I have to eat. Do you know how long it takes me to make that decision. Do you know how many bowl of cereal I have eaten in my lifetime, because I was too lazy to cook. The amount of money I have spent on vegetables and fruits only for them to rot in the back of my fridge. Is it too late for me to sue my parents because I did not ask for this. Nevertheless, I now have two kids of my own to take care. Before you get started when I say kids, I am talking about the four legged types. Whenever I do want to adult and do things, everything is so far away, and I have not gotten over my crippling fear of driving. I guess that is what happens when I waited to get my license at 19 years old. To be fair that was not really my choice. When you spend the majority of your life living in Los Angeles, where you can take a bus or walk everywhere, there is no need for a car. Especially, if that car is going to the death of your wallet. Like why is there traffic on a freeway, that never made sense to me. Not only that I have to continuously make my bed, go grocery shopping, clean the kitchen over and over again like why can't it just clean itself. I am a month into fall semester and I am debating putting on a six inch heel and go work that pole. On another note I did start my garden, my boyfriend help me and motivated me to start on it. Beside me struggling with school, I have been doing other things to keep occupied and away from my mind. More projects are being added to my list and I am getting excited.
XOXO
KAYLEIGH
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